Lol it's all good, sometimes I find I have to read the same thing 4-5 times until it really click to me. Definitely don't feel bad asking a few times.
But anyway, the tube thing, I totally get it lol. I avoided tube for soooooooo long. Who wants to deal with the 30 seconds delay start? Tube heating up like a light bulb and could potentially burn yourself? Also wasting the limit tube life when you just want to watch something on YouTube where sound quality doesn't matter? Then having to hunt through eBay looking for the legendary unicorn NOS (new old stock) tube only to find out it sounds meh and you've wasted your money? Yupe that's the life of tube amp owners.
That being said why we go through such lengths trying to find "tube sounding solid state" such as Piety and Pietus Maximus? Because tube sounds.... good!
Ok another example, I started with Dragonfly Red, and contrary to popular belief it does not sound neutral, it has a very specific sound signature. So I've been trying to find another solid state device with the same sound signature for so long. Bought and sold countless things. Only when I tried tube amp it was like AH is this what I've been looking for all this time? And I wasted how much money trial and error?
Ok not saying your first tube amp it will be your end game, you'd still need some trial and error but you know lol. Can't be avoided in this hobby. But there are definitely some stuff that's not replicatable in solid state. That and Lyr 3 is a tube hybrid, meaning it's tube input stage and solid stage output stage, so it's only 50% tube. But it's enough for you to see the "potential". Then you can try OTL later.
Anyway I'm rambling on too long. Point is, someone told me on hybrid amp it doesn't drive the tube as hard. So running it 8 hours a day it should last you something like 7 years.
So if you've never tried then don't be scared to try (I know because I was like that, but then I struggle to find a solid state amp that convince me to go back, I sold Piety and PMax). If this makes sense.